Gay Female
‘Our disconnection from divinity leaves us, strangers, in our own land as we have no point of reference regarding why or how we got here’
This mystery of mankind has been the burning question asked by philosophers and town folks in their local coffee shops pondering the truest meaning of life. It is an age-old inquiry laid to rest by many who believe there is nothing more than what we see or comprehend as life. Advances in technology have killed a desire for ultimate truth as socials and phones take precedence over simple discussions about our origins. We are continually distracted and appeased with media images that encourage living a certain way even though deep in the recesses of our souls we sense there is more to this programmed story. From an early age, my soul was knocking on my intuitive door teasing me to read books that seemed out of context with the world as I knew it. My inquisitive mind could not resist the allure of the unusual and so began my initiation with the weird and unconventional. Growing up ideas about Atlantis and ESP were not generally discussed around our family dinner table so my rendezvous with ancient myths and conspiracy theories was a well-kept secret. it would not be till later in life that the penny would drop as a spiritual awakening tied up the loose ends of my earlier fascination. They say a soul does not remember past lives but I now understood the memories in me were strong and begging to be accepted. I also think this is why I am so at peace with my spiritual beliefs as they were shown to me at a very early age.
‘A planet under siege and unsafety’
A lot of life has transpired since the days of my esoteric discoveries and am eternally grateful I jumped the great divide and reunited with God. A conscious origin of everything that shines its etiquette of love through me as a spark of divinity here on Planet Earth. Finding my soul ethnicity has been an upgrade in understanding my place in this stylish universe that issues a supportive team of angels and spirits guides to each soul that reincarnates to this 3-D realm. And what a leap of faith it is as our world is not always an inviting space to be in. As humans, we are undeniably destructive and tend to treat our planetary home as if it will always provide no matter what we do to it. I believe it is a naivety to assume a planet can keep giving when we soak up its resources like a sponge and still dishonor others because they are not compliant with the considered norm. The amphitheater of the earth is akin to the ways of the Colosseum built around two thousand years ago for the purpose of entertainment in the form of blood sports where wild animals were pitted against people of religious faith. The cruelty of this era has never waned as humanity wreaks havoc on each other, our beloved animals, and Mother Earth. We are as a species at a crucial tipping point and this means if we keep disempowering ourselves by inspiring a doomsday ethic we are in danger of self-imploding our existence.
‘I am a lesbian who is inspired to bridge the gap of prejudice’
I am completely aligned with my lesbian status and see it as an opportunity to show people the beauty of diversity. My heart is also compassionate and feels the injury of all animals on earth as sentient beings that feel as we feel pain, love, and joy. Have you ever watched an abused dog begin to trust again? It’s a cherished moment I have witnessed many times and the same carries over to people who have had similar childhoods and meet a soul who offers the puristic hand of healing. I see this world in demolition and have the desire to join the legion of kind-hearted souls who wish to make a difference. We have gay kids taking their life because parents and society form opposed opinions about their sexuality a difference many people cannot find in their hearts to embrace. There are also teenage and adult gays, lesbians, bisexuals, and transgender people who hide their true identity causing all kinds of emotional duress as they desperately try to fit in with the religious vision of Adam and Eve. The alarming news is our gay kids are considering suicide when they can’t find a way to comply or live as they are for fear of worldly condemnation. This saddens me to the core as I am an awakened lesbian who feels the tears of our children’s pain. My mission is to share the love I have for being a gay female and by example promote inclusion instead of separatism. We can no longer deny our individual points of difference if we are to envision a world where we honor and respect each other’s variances. As a child, I witnessed the harsh words of bias directed at people of a different color who lived in my community.
‘As a race of unique mortals, we have the power to unify rather than tear each other apart with petty ideals about differing sexuality, color, or creed.’
I knew deep within this was a human condition that had to change and still find it difficult to understand how we got to this point of putting people in boxes to suit our view of how they look, what God they worship, or the culture they are born into. I realize as an ancient soul I have seen eons of this kind of intolerance and have arrived in this incarnation with the foolishness of this thinking embedded in my soul. It’s literally now or never we review our belief systems so future generations do not have to endure the hardship inflicted by their ancestors. Ironically, I have not had children but the desire runs deep in my soul for all people of this generation to change their tune and think about what kind of world our kids of tomorrow will inherit. So far it looks like many of the animals from the wild we saw as kids in zoos will soon be extinct due to their natural habitat being demolished to accommodate human progression. As the dominant species, we are in a position to show kindness and compassion to the plight of animals so their unique contribution to this planet is recognized not just by the caretakers but all of us. The disposal nature of humans has consequences and sadly the collateral damage is our animal friends who have no voice except for the people of Planet Earth who speak for them and their welfare. We are becoming self-orientated to the point of exclusion where life on Earth is determined by those who can gain the most power for the good of all or entirely in their own self-interest. Sadly the latter is more prevalent as humans become more disconnected from their sense of self and place in this world and universe.
LGBT Love
‘At the root of all fear are ignorance, lack of understanding, conditioning, and a pack mentality that we are doing something that is considered wrong or immoral’
In daring to believe we are citizens of a galactic congress we gain a broader spectrum of us as fractals of a God that is ever-present and aligned with our unique soul purpose. With this awareness, we can see beyond the helplessness and hopelessness being generated in towns, and cities in the hearts of people who cannot see past this worldly existence. Waking up to my spirituality gave me a wiser perspective and an inside view of a vast universe where even the energy of the planets is reflected in our everyday lives with eclipses, retrogrades, and moon phases. This high-tech universe interacts on every level through energetics and consciousness under the guise of religions and Eastern philosophies that require stretching the mind to the possibility we are eternal souls who constantly reincarnate as humans to find Nirvana. This means I made a conscious choice to be a lesbian in my current life. I can see the validity of this concept as my purpose is to enlighten and share with others how it feels to be a gay female. There is much fear around our style of sexuality and this has been prompted by the denial of religion that we are valid although a part of this planetary ecosystem. Being gay, lesbian, bisexual, or transgender means we bleed when we are cut like anyone else but our preference to love our mirror gender is what sets us apart. Some have been conditioned to dislike or hate who we are and in some countries we are illegal.
‘The human comfort zone does not allow for anything that is in contrast to the mindset of the greater collective and this causes segregation, a worldly issue that lacks compassion and openness.’
When we cross the divide of bigotry we remind ourselves we are all connected and part of a universal community based on the original system of unconditional love and unity. The secret to walking this life with dignity is by honoring our authenticity or true self. For me, that is being a spiritual lesbian and empath who emotively feels the depth of human and animal anguish. My compassion for the wounded souls on earth is endless and always available as I am a heart-based woman who honors her long-held value of kindness to others. So often we play with our principles and get swayed by people on our path who may have different ideals they consider more important than ours. Mine have been surely tested and at times tormented. In the end, I have always chosen to stay in the zone with who I am and this has meant walking away from situations and relationships to follow my soul path and human legitimacy. If we sell out our values we have chosen to dishonor the heart of who we are and what we truly stand for. The harsh voices of humanity can often be heard as a judgment by some religions and people who cannot feel a connection to those who are gay or lesbian. Accepting our same-sex attraction is the doorway to a fulfilled life with no shame or guilt attached. Sadly these are the put-upon conditions instilled by other people that cause young gays to consider their future options.
‘Our gay, lesbian and transgender children are being tossed out of the family tree’
It’s tough enough growing up in this complex world without feeling tarnished by adults who can’t find it in their hearts to feel empathy or consideration for kids and teenagers who are discovering their gay essence. The world will feel an incredibly lonely place when censure from guardians makes it impossible to live under the same roof or sustain their gay status. When you are a teenager it’s likely your friend groups will have an influence on your growing years and if they are not in the groove with a friend being gay or lesbian a child can feel ostracised from everyone in their lives. This is a lonely, isolated space to be, left out in the cold and potentially friendless and homeless. The plight of gay youth living on the streets is a growing epidemic as kids are pushed out of the family nest and left to fend for themselves. The enduring psychological effects are issues of abandonment, depression, PTSD, and suicide as these kids are also at risk of being abused physically (sexually) and emotionally due to their family’s rejection. and negligence. Imagine a 13-year-old girl told to leave home because her parents can’t handle the fact she is a lesbian. With no point of reference, this girl is vulnerable and seeking comfort she could attach to the wrong crowd who take advantage of her. The cold hard facts are this girl could get raped and find herself in a never-ending cycle of abuse and poor health from living rough. My message to parents is to consider a child born unto you as a precious gift from the universe and will need tending to like anything of nature for it to blossom and grow.
Spiritual Lesbian
‘Casting out your children because they didn’t quite turn out the way you wanted is abandonment and the consequences are acute loss on both sides.’
Our kids are not disposable or designed to fit into your expectations as a parent. They need nurturing and encouragement regardless of who they evolve to be. If that is a gay boy or lesbian/bisexual girl it is your responsibility to caretake this child’s journey regardless of what you believe. Ask yourself this. Up until the moment, your daughter told you they romantically liked girls did you love them unconditionally? If you can answer yes then consider their unique sexuality a test of love and look deep within to find the courage to stand with this daughter even if your religious beliefs counteract her homosexuality. She is a part of your ancestral line and worthy of your devoted commitment. We are being called upon in this world to collectively awaken to heart-based humanity where gay children aren’t made homeless because their parents have made a conscious choice to stand by their own parental programming. Generation after generation can hold tight to ideals and beliefs because that’s how their mom and dad taught their children. There is also the societal voice that for some cannot be denied making people walk a life that is powered by the influence of others. We all have the opportunity to break away from habits of many lifetimes and create a family setting that validates each member’s uniqueness, desires, and needs. When we play judge and jury over our children we are setting them up for a life of trauma and confusion. Unfortunately this is the blueprint of Planet Earth as it sees our children suffer at the hands of caregivers who are carrying the negative traits of those who came before. In doing so we are inspiring an aura of agony that clouds this 3-dimensional realm with the message of heartbreak an emotive force prevalent amongst gay youth who through the eyes of their parents committed a crime of unacceptable difference.
‘The children of this earth whether they be heterosexual or homosexual hold the key to the future of this planet and what a big job they have cleaning up the carelessness of its former occupants’
We have taken the ethereal beauty and homes of many species in exchange for human consumption. Our plan for this planet is misguided and in general unworkable, as we continue to take more than we need from a landscape that is not infinite in the giving. The same applies to our view of each other as people we may like or be at odds with for their conflicting behaviors, looks, or thinking. It’s a weird and wacky world we live in when centuries on we still refuse to see our survival depending on us shaking off old paradigms in exchange for innovative ideas as to how we can repair the historic damage of Mother Earth. We are indeed creatures of habits that are often hard to break until the chord is cut on old ways of seeing things. My gay, lesbian transgender brothers and sisters know the weight of human alienation and are still healing the wounds of their childhood and community desertion. The question is what will it take for humanity to draw back the unkind attitudes toward gays and allow them to live without restraint and criticism? Let me say that coming out as a lesbian was an esoteric experience as I began the process of telling friends and family who I truly was. It’s an awakening of great magnitude and the ultimate release of the disloyalty to oneself who is not living their credible self. For anyone feeling the fear all, I can say is there were moments I wondered how my lesbian runway walk would be accepted but the desire to come out of the shadows was far greater than what others might think.
‘We are the soul stars who reincarnate with an edge of difficulty knowing our presence on earth will trigger many people’s beliefs’
Our road of contrast begins when we realize our attraction to others doesn’t coincide with the majority but offers monumental chances for exceptional growth. That is why we take the trip of a lifetime from galactic light-body to a male or female human. who might be gay, lesbian, or bisexual? The path may be smooth or like walking on broken glass with a whole bunch of bias. The appearance of prejudice is guaranteed but can serve as a magnet for the soul’s entry to enlightenment. I am not short of strength when it comes to honoring my lesbian status even though it does not define all that I am. That is a soul who is also human and navigating this theatrical life while reaping the harvest of lessons learned. So many of our gay friends, lovers, and family are struggling to break down the walls of defense against people’s cruel opinions. When they do the clouds dissipate from the fear of disapproval as they release the need to live by another human’s beliefs. Some call this being free-spirited when in fact it is simply the soul calling us to embrace our sexuality with open arms. This I do and encourage others to live life on their own unique terms. If that is coming from a place of love you can’t go wrong as this is the foundation of all creation. We live on a planet with diversity at its core and home to unique and different people. Unity is the answer and it sounds like a huge project but we can chip away at the bias by showing this world we are comfortable in our skin and love our LGBT oneness.
‘On the day a soul was born the divine asked. Who would you, like to be on earth, my child? The soul answered I would like to be gay, lesbian, or bisexual so I can experience the intimacy of same-sex love’
Author ~ Linda E Cole (The Divine Feminine)
