My Lesbian Apprenticeship In Love & Relationships

 

Lesbian Love And Relationships

My Lesbian Apprenticeship In Love & Relationships

‘Lesbian love’

When I sit with myself long enough I feel a sense of wonder at the enormity of who we are, as humans and a soul created by a force of nature, I will refer to as god. This divine essence championed a thought, which then became an idea and a physical manifestation of innate glory. When you look up at the sky, do you ever consider how the blueness and yellow of the sun came to be? Some talk about big bangs and it could be true but at the heart of this magnificent imagery lies the intent of a sorcerer, a magician who had the gift of creation. Deep within my soul lies the philosopher and the desire to know and understand more. Since I was a child I asked hard questions and looked everywhere for the answers. I had some memories of lives from other eras and this inspired a search for the ultimate truth. I also came to earth as a woman whose sexuality was not the boy meets girl kind and instead chose a woman for her happily ever after. The path I honor in this reincarnation has led me down a few rabbit holes where there was pain but also unique and mysterious answers to my innate need for knowledge. I am a Virgo whose ruling planet is Mercury a mind-blowing, colossal planet that rules the intellect and keeps you busy seeking truth. Astrology has always been a fascination and delving into how my chart lines up is intriguing. It seems at different stages of life some signs became more prominent. There is a lot at play with planet influencers, making their mark depending on what sign you might be in the various houses.

‘Lessons in lesbian love – Handling the heartbreak’

Take for example the fact I am Leo in the love-packed planet of Venus. This possibly explains my romanticism in all things and my purist approach to love and relationships. No matter how things pan out, I have an optimistic view of the L word and know that each interaction should not be measured by the last.  Falling in love offers the chance to engage with another soul, on a deeper more intimate level. The aura of love, has no directive only the addictive feeling it generates, leaving us wanting for more. We dive from one scene to the next, longing for that union, where our heart wants to stay and when it can’t our love turns to heartbreak. A configuration of pain, that turns dreams into despair. The question is do we have the guts to love again after a break-up and nurse our wounds, thinking I won’t go through that again. I can’t speak for everyone but with Venus in Leo and Pisces in Mars, I am destined to always try. I believe in love and will not deny my lesbian heart and the beauty of togetherness in the arms of a loving woman who truly gets me. The relationships that don’t always work out, are there to teach us how to not only love and honor ourselves but another soul we are drawn to, in the 3D and heavenly realms. These unions can be karmic where powerful lessons are learned, or soulmates who have known each other in past lives and have the desire to reunite.

‘Why do I feel I know you when we have only just met?’

Meeting your soulmate is to feel a strange familiarity and pull of energies in the direction of each other. And of course, they can show up as male, female, or same-sex orientation. For it seems. In fact, the heartbeat of source energy is love, the eternal kind that follows us through the ages as we find a mate, time and time again. It can be an image online, or a meeting of remembrance that sparks a flame lit long before this life. Some would say love is not all wine and roses when so many couples are divorcing or breaking up. This is true and the reasons are generally simple. Past conditionings, unhealed pain, and unrealistic expectations are all sources of relationship issues that left unchecked will show up as triggers. These are the warning shots of unhealed trauma. We can ignore, suppress, or refuse to address but our relationships may pay the price. I am all about doing the work and since waking up (spiritually) I have a better understanding of why they fail. The truth is we often have no idea what makes them work. All we have to go on is what we see around us and how our parents showed loved and affection. This means our first serious union may mirror our family dynamic. We learn by example until that legacy is proven unworkable. In other words, we can take our guardian’s relationship, to our first and hope for the best. This is akin to standing out in the open in the midst of a hurricane. You just might get blown away.

‘The power of lesbian love is a dazzling dynamic’

A relationship is a learning game. We can repeat patterns handed down or choose to create healthy, happy unions. we inspire future generations to follow suit. I have done a lot of work and learned from the best of the best. One of these icons is “Teal Swan” a pillar of realism, in a world of misguidance. Her relationship insights will change the way you envisage love and bring awareness to what makes a relationship work. She is a visionary and a much-needed soul on this planet, The bending of spirituality and psychology is her mantra, which I excitedly embrace. The time is now for this mix of the human psyche with source love. One honors the other as we awaken to a universe of amazement while engaging in a human form. There are many forms of belief in god and mine takes the path of reincarnation. This is when a soul, lovingly crafted from the divine, comes to earth for enrichment and it may be a specific idea they wish to learn about. Our planet is the ideal playground for young and old souls to gather the information that brings them closer to enlightenment. As our minds open to more awareness, we feel the magical shifts of ascension. The old adage ‘Keep your mind and heart open’ is seriously on point, as by doing so we rise higher in consciousness. As a lesbian, I have found the interplay between two women can be intense, even though our souls may have incarnated (in other lives) as male and female. Coming together as same-sex soulmates can leave you feeling giddy but the power of the divine feminine energy is a dazzling dynamic. I love to be a part of it. My soul asked for this and here I am, engaging in this world as a lesbian, a celebration of difference and determination to highlight the beauty of all people and their uniqueness. The more aware I am, the stronger I will be, in discerning this world around me.

‘Ethereal, lesbian, and loving it’

As I write we have moved into the month of Pisces and I am playing even more emotive songs than usual. This is the influence of Pisces in Mars and on the ascendant, bringing forth a well of sentiments and sensitivity.  If you have an ethereal heart and like nothing more than to skip the light fantastic and hang out with elementals in other dimensions, you might want to check out your astrological chart for the presence of Pisces, This is the divine feminine in every way as she sets the record straight about women as sensual, sexual creatures that know their worth and inner strength. I love my placing of this aquatic, ethereal girl and embrace my femininity as a lesbian and woman of this world. It is here in the 3D framework my spiritual life transcends all forms of prejudice, as I wear my lesbian soul on my sleeve for all to see and decide how they feel. or wish to interact with me. I am supremely confident in who I am and I believe this is a drawcard for others to feel and embrace my energy of authenticity. Positive, upbeat people have an addictive vibe that makes them stand out in a crowd and it’s amazing how humans forget a person is gay when they seem so damn happy. This is me and I understand my choice as a soul, to be gay this life around. I love that I wanted to experience such a well of difference and share my light, as a lesbian with the world.

‘Does LOVE Conquer All?’

I was watching a tarot reading where the guy kept pointing out how important it is to learn from your past relationships in order not to mess up any new ones. He was highlighting how often the really painful partnerships, are the greatest teachers. I am sure many of us can resonate with a union that tested and turned our life upside down. When you are in the thick of it, the reality is not always clear but when you step back the cracks are easier to see. It could be your intuition telling you something doesn’t feel right, or the way they are acting toward you. We all want to believe a person we have feelings for, is all they say they are but sometimes this is not the case. As we come crashing down to earth our hearts will break as love begins to die. Life can be tough in the arena of love but out of it, we can learn more about ourselves and what our expectations of love are. When emotions are running high we tend to see rainbows and unicorns but there may also be warning signs we refuse to discern. Our past relationships come into play as we learn what ghosting is and how some people who have internal hurt, approach communication. Sadly we live in an imperfect world where people enter the realm of relationships, with bruised souls and hearts that need healing. We may think we have found our perfect partner only to learn they had other ideas about how it would work. We can walk away and shun any future union, or learn what went wrong and how we can grow from it.

Lesbian Love - Past Life Soulmates

Lesbian Relationships

‘Lesbian Love – Past Life Soulmates. How do we know?’

As painful as some relationships are, they offer a chance to look at our own vision of a partnership and how we can alter patterns that need our attention. We all want the kind of bond that feels beautifully in tune and has all the elements desired for a happy, passionate connection. This is the ultimate win and why the tarot reader got me thinking. We need to be careful, we don’t carry the pain of the past into a new alliance. This blank slate allows us to be at our best, as we have healed from a previous interaction. I have worked at my prior unions as I want to be free of any past hurts. The trick is to heal and try not to look back. What goes before was there for a reason and likely to have been karmic. So take the lessons and welcome a new love. with an open heart. The next soul you meet may have known you in a past life and wants to revisit the love you once shared. They say that ‘whatever is for us will not pass us by’ but I will say, do the inner work, and that soul your heart yearns for, will be ready to come in. And when they do, a beautiful woman that captures your heart will embrace the essence of you that needs to be understood and nurtured. In fact, when you meet this person, emotions will be stirred with a knowing that all prior relationships, led you to them. You may have walked this earth for eons to find a person you align with and feel the recognition in your heart. If you have both shed your conditioned skin and worked through patterns that mask the true self, this could be the union of a lifetime. You see we are destined to meet souls who teach us how to love and pave the way for that match made in heaven, blessed by the divine.

~For this is the soul’s desire, to be seen as a part of the source, an endless well of unconditional love~

Author ~ Linda E Cole (The Divine Feminine)