Divine Lesbian – A Hard-Won Story of Spiritual Growth

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‘To begin an article about the expansive, ethereal metaphysical meaning of growth is no easy undertaking as the entire concept is riddled with misdemeanor and abstract ideals’

The word growth itself implies many variances including the height of a person or the inner workings of a soul here on this planet to spark a revolution of awareness. Throughout a lifetime, there will be moments of extraordinary growth or mini moments that inspire us to stay in forward motion. The gift of growth is why we honor our pathway and dance under the stars as we achieve a goal or meet a new love that fuels our soul fire. Every step is a shift in perspective and meaning to be deciphered. This is the euphoria we seek as souls living a human existence. It is a journey of many moods but the soul instinctively knows the magical majesty equated with each event will come neatly packaged in a multitude of ways. For example, you may be living your best life and disaster strikes in the form of pain felt like a knife through the heart as a person you love shows little interest. It may be hard to appreciate we can grow from such an agonizing act as it cuts so deep but the soul is wisely attuned to the purpose of this happening. On a human level, the tender torture of this emotive sorrow can feel like a sudden death causing us to feel sadness even though there is a potential for highly orchestrated growth. The hamster wheel of this divine offering has through the ages been a totem of prestige for the soul willing to take the path of the unexpected.

‘That is an adaptation of the journey scribed by a soul in preparation for their temporal jaunt on a legendary planet with mythical ideas about long-lost cities and fairies at the bottom of the garden’

As humans, we negate the ancient stories of places like the lost city of Atlantis yet to be confirmed in preference to a world where God exists in elite groups and we are completely alone in a covert universe begging to be demystified. Here we reside with a myriad of soul groups in a crowd scene of human invasion. In fact, the mass migration of souls to earth is a testament to how magnetizing this destined location is in terms of the bounty gained. So why does a soul stand in a line of other souls eager to take the fool’s leap to Planet Earth? I believe it stems from the stories told by souls who have laughed and cried the tears of human life with grand tales of pyramids and exotic lands where forests grow and animals of optical wonder reside. This could be anything from lessons in motherhood to innovating ideas for the environment while delving into the artistry of being a person of unique sexuality as I did by reincarnating as a lesbian. It’s indeed a courageous undertaking on a planet where so many people find it difficult to accept the concept of a woman sleeping with women and a man doing the same with another man. For me, it is entirely natural and attuned with my divinity and a love for a God that does not plunge the sword of judgment through my loving, gay female heart. I am not a sin but a fabulous facet of the divine who is inspired to gain traction by working in unison with their beloved earth family.

‘I am a daughter of the divine and honor the sacred partnership above any relationship whether it be romantic, friend-based, or family ties’

The conscious interaction with a God of universal light allows me to share my highest order in a world falling into a shadowy abyss. Our lives as humans are complicated and mine even more so as a lesbian who bucks the system by being fearless and kind to those who have a mindset of intolerance. My loving heart for all living things regardless of difference hails from my timeless soul and as a child felt the essence of unity long before I reconnected with my God. I am now officially a mistress of my own design in that I do not follow the crowd or lean into the collective thinking that being unique is somehow separate from the rest. This maverick thinking is an illusion created by factions who wish to promote division. And much of this stems from religions that imply failure in the eyes of God when we make a mistake or choices that don’t align with the biblical text that defines a good person from one seen as bad. There is little growth when we make our lives so cut and dry plus codependent on the harsh teachings of a wrathful God. The moment I entered this world I broke the rules by arriving in lesbian form with the realization other kids were not like me. For a time I thought they were the ones who were different as I felt a strange peace and comfort about the way I looked at girls. It seemed the world was not ready for my starry-eyed acceptance as I was soon to find out when it became obvious this was point blank a heterosexual world. I felt like a stranger in a foreign land but it did not alter my perception I was indeed female and gay. Little did I know this beautiful gift of contrast would enable the most ambitious growth as a soul finding her way in a dense forest of ambiguity.

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The Divine Lesbian Feminine

‘This was a welcome-to-your-human life moment clarified by an aura of prejudice shown by people as a blind spot where gays, lesbians, and transgenders were concerned’

My awakening to the dark light of division was surprisingly easier than expected and I put this down to my non-conformist, free-spirited nature. This was not a callback from my upbringing but an elusive essence I equate with my soul. The ability to see what others often demote in a positive light has created an open-minded feminine who embraces the unorthodox. Sadly this world denies people and ideals in favor of what is deemed normal described in the dictionary as ‘conforming to a standard,’ typical or expected.’ That is the opinion of the masses in social groups, cultures, and connoisseurs of personal truth regarding their vision of what fits in with the overall vibe of nature. That leaves me at a door slightly ajar with my sexuality not entirely understood. The good news is by walking the tightrope of diversity I encourage the universal dynamic of growth, my fabulous bequest from the divine for taking the lesser road walked. Throughout my life, there have been opportunities for this valued commodity, and fell into many traps with no knowledge of who I was as a divine soul or the truth of a covert universe. You see the human self faces the dilemma of childhood conditioning and trying to make sense of a conflicted world. Some will worship an invisible God with various doctrines while others will stumble through a maze of happenings that leads them to the reason they are here. Imagine being lost in this wilderness with no compass?

‘That is the journey of a soul born into this world with no prior knowledge of their glowing presence as a messenger of the divine or ancient wanderings in past lives

I am now reminded of the Matrix movie where the awakening to a world of machines was an exit from a sleep mode generated by the robotic conquerors of Earth. This is how it feels to awaken from a slumber of ignorance where what we knew is washed away and replaced by a blinding light of truth. And like the main character in this movie, I felt the roar of awareness when the veil came down and the remembrance of divinity was revealed through reincarnation. Looking at the history of our universe it is plain to see why our earth became a holding tank for souls that had destroyed a planet named Maldeck, star systems, and fabled locations like Atlantis and Lemuria. Even now on this planet, there is a conflict that threatens to elevate to another world war showcasing our tendency to destroy. The divine measure of growth has become a statute of change as the soul collective on earth is tested for their worthiness and desire to transcend the past. There are numerous souls-inspired to align with the divine’s call to unity while others sit in a repeat pattern of relapse. It seems our history is a power-hungry module as people at the top influence others into their way of thinking and action. If the leadership is one of autocrats our earth is in danger of extinction. Think about how our animal friends are dwindling in numbers and this is not only in the wild but in cities and towns where family pets are often forbidden in rental properties.

‘The campaign is in motion for humans to inherit the earth but it comes at a price’

Our spiritual and human growth is under pressure as we move further away from the source of creation. In fact, we are becoming spiritless Gods on earth that plunder the landscape with little regard for future generations. If we dare to believe our soul ancestry is linked to the devastation of an ancient inhabited planet perhaps it is time to re-evaluate our insatiable need for control and domination. Our ties to a divine maestro, a conductor of unconditionality and free will are diminished causing our Eden-envisaged home to be a spectacle of conflict, ego, and envy. The light of God is dimming in a dark-infested apocalypse of hatred, racism, and denial. And as the past meets the present and prepares to retard the future mankind slips into a state of apathy as a way to cope with the impending doom. Those who are awakened, the lightworkers, healers, and shamans bring hope to a fractured world. For these are the prophets of love and through the mist of a begotten earth share the wisdom of unity, divinity, and the understanding that we can evolve the theme of self-interest to a benevolent New Earth-style theme. Often the path to higher thinking is a journey through the ruins of carnage so non-lovingly created by us. The world is literally split into sections of those who are aware and those who seek instant gratification as noted in the end days of Atlantis. Those desiring the ultimate power won their case by annihilating this state-of-the-art city and in doing so issued the card of karma to all souls who took part in its tragic demise. Consider that what happens on earth will spin the karmic wheel and bring about incarnations where growth through experience is essential for the reparation of the soul.

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Reincarnation

‘Coming into this life as a lesbian has enabled opportune moments of herculean growth’

The reason you might ask lies in the thinking patterns of mankind an interesting species that choose on any given day to splinter and divide. You see somewhere in time we decided to label what was considered acceptable by individuals and society at large. This included the color of another human’s skin and with the advent of religion, all leniency in areas of differing sexuality was condemned as the path to salvation opened. Beautiful souls blessed with the brand of lesbian, bisexual, gay, or transgender felt the backlash of a worldly collective taking the low road of inclusion. The irony is the divine is promoting unity and waiting for humanity to catch up. The issue is historically we err on the side of discord making the way forward a slow process. Many of us are aware we need to pull closer not further apart so choose to inspire a softer approach to how we view each other. Once we truly get that our survival depends on our ability to merge we can look at new and inventive ways to create a home planet of loving and unified intent. The growth of mankind requires letting go of old thinking, conditioning, and self-rejecting patterns. We are stuck in a groove with the need to be right when we are being called upon to open our minds and hearts to the similarity we share rather than the difference. I am a lesbian but that is my sexuality and who I choose to love. The rest of me is at any time a measure of my growth as an immortal entity and human.

‘The question is can we in our current warlike state change to a more peaceful perspective?’

I believe so as we are species of intellect and creative edge which can be transmuted into ideas that lift our game in areas where it’s clear we have let ourselves down and other members of this earth family. There is immense pain in all corners of the globe via a shared despair of heartbreak while our souls hunger for the emotive sentiment of empathy. I ask you to imagine if everyone you knew had a heart brimming with divine love and compassion. We would no longer be able to turn away from those without food, medical care, and nurture as we would be motivated to find solutions. Brave and bold enough for the ambiance of apathy to dissolve and be replaced with a vision of ‘we can do it.’  You see the human race is a rare mix of divinity and 3-dimensional extremes. This is the realm we choose to grow in as it offers the best and worst of times for expansion That magical word is the name of this earthly game where souls get to experience all kinds of happenings in real time. The master magician we refer to as source, the divine, god or the all, and other religious references wrote the book on bringing into reality anything they thought they could.  We have this power within us but are cut off from the core of our celestial origins. Over time we have created different visions of our divine ancestry making it a challenge to know which religion or ideal feels wrong or right. I have danced around varying styles of religion until reincarnation grabbed my heart and made sense for me of who I am. Since walking this path my life has elevated spiritually as a soul engaging in human life. It’s been an outing of intensity but the payoff is spiritual growth and an emotive connection to the divine and every interaction here on earth.

‘I turned my tears into the triumph of spiritual growth’

My lesbian motif is a soul badge I wear with honor as it enables me to be a role model for uniqueness. It is also a magnet for growth as I navigate a world where people have preconceived notions about my sexuality. Some may think I have been hurt by men so prefer the romantic company of women. I am here to set the record straight that yes there has been a situation of male interference and abuse but I was already living my lesbian dream. This man saw my sexual preference as a challenge they could never win as I know on a soul level being gay is written across my heart. Trying to change a person’s core sexuality is something scientists are still in the dark about so perhaps it is just what it is and should be respected as a part of my human biology and divinity. Acceptance of who we are in all forms on this planet is the key to a collective that sees the beauty in all human variances instead of fear being a motivator for discrimination. When we flow with the cosmic rhythm our lives are richer as everything in existence plays a part in our constant advancement. In fact, every moment on earth can inspire flashes of high-rise awareness. And that has been my life, especially since my re-introduction to the divine and their show-stopper creation. Connecting with an eternal God has animated my soul’s hunger for expansive shifts in perspective. This insatiable growth is a communal effort between soul players as we co-star with God in manifesting the savvy mysteries of life as a human.

‘Enlightenment ~ The enrichening of souls’ spiritual growth ~ Our cosmic connection to all that is’ 

This quest for all-knowing began a cycle of soul tuition on a planet where Mother Earth holds court with the mortals here to learn and grow. The eternal flame burns bright in the hearts of those who desire to motivate a life filled with earnest ideas that bolster an upgrade of awareness and intellect. It seems the more demanding the soul gig the likelihood this can be attained but only if a wish to walk the hardest mile is not compromised by the tempting choices always on sale. It is here in this haven for soul furtherance we find the brilliance within. Let me tell you the journey is a blast and every step of growth is a magical moment to be savored. We are the explorers of expansion and our paths to Nirvana a quest for the golden egg. That is spiritual growth and the desire to be aware of all we are beyond this 3-D colony. I am beginning to thrive after a walk through lessons in the dark initiated by humans who were re-enacting their own set of human horrors or conditioned beliefs. In fact, my powers of analysis have held me in good stead as I can decode the pain in people and why they reflect their hurt so blatantly onto others. it’s a worldwide theme and still gaining momentum as distorted ideas breed dysfunction. This serves to stagnate humanity instead of adding growth and expansive awareness so we can all climb out of the colosseum and rise in our self-loving light.

 Author ~ Linda E Cole (The Divine Feminine)

Survivng My Soul Lessons On Earth As A Gay Female

 

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