Soul Messages From An Awakened Gay Female
As an empath, I feel into the depth of others including our beloved animals on this planet. My super-power allows me to attune to everything including the heartbeat of our planet a magnificent soul of its own we are blessed to call home in our time as a human. My intuition is primed to see through the cracks and often does as life highlights the good, bad, and ugly enabling all souls on earth the potential for spiritual growth. The funny thing about this in-built radar is the fact it is rarely wrong but on our soul safari, we often test its validity to see what happens next. That can be a catastrophe as we sign off on our inner voice guiding us to safety. I can truly attest to the fruitfulness of soul expansion when we choose to ignore our deepest knowing. I find this ironic but perhaps it’s orchestrated as a way to learn valuable lessons in a volatile karmic relationship or happening we instigate by going against the tide. I began to learn very quickly in a situation of abuse my intuition was indeed my guiding light and to deter its insistence meant another walk through the arena of pain. Looking back I see how I was blindsided by fear. A powerful indicator I was off course and let this ‘flight or fight’ mode keep me locked in a state of non-response. Once again I can see how my soul chart was designed for maximum growth and that sure has happened. Along with higher degrees of wisdom, discernment, and an inside view of what makes me tick as a soul, here on earth to experience this crazy mirage called life.
Self-love inspires a heart to heal the wounds of a lifetime
I am trusting my inner sanctum of vast experience to light my path with love and soul purpose. We are an extension of source, the governor of all things, and our mission on this 3-D planet is to find our unique talents that bring light to this damaged haven. A realm where animals are undervalued and the human spirit is in need of repair. As a gay female, I honor the acceptance of sexuality and am a spotlight for open-hearted thinking in the wake of separatism on a global scale. It seems like a mammoth task to enlighten others we are all unique humans and souls trekking this earth in a direct partnership with source. With a split in ideals, our human unity is totally out of whack as we look to teach others spawned by the trauma of childhood and peer programming. It seems immature to be a species that has evolved over millions of years and can still be so narrow-minded about other people’s preferences, looks, and places of origin. Sadly this is still the way of our world where the workers of truth and love are denigrated for their unconditional service to mankind. These are the souls that carry god’s light and understand the call of teaching on a disengaged planet where people continue their pledge to a cause of cruelty. The message of hate is nothing new and forms alliances as groups of humans find solace in manifesting pain upon their fellow citizens. The power of the word holds significance and destruction when used as weapons to break a heart that came to this earth to help. You see I believe the greatest victory a human can create is being heartlessly wounded by another and then bravely choosing to offer others the magic of healing learned from their horrific experiences. They can surely be forgiven for still carrying remnants of this past encounter as it makes them seem different in the eyes of those who may not have endured such a travesty.
Confusion to Consciousness
These gregarious fractals of god endured the worst so they could bring release to those who feel abandoned in a world that separates the injured from the whole. In fact, our earthly home is being divided into camps where those who are hurt and disassociated from life can be the targets of those who seek to avenge their own inner hurts. It comes in the form of ego as humans take on the stance of opposition and in doing so disregard the art of empathy as a gift from God to unite rather than divide. This is the chaos that ensures pain for people in the firing line of lovers, family, or strangers who instill their own brand of agony as a gift from their unhealed selves. The cycle repeats until a change is imagined and broken humans find a way to mend from the inside out. You know we need to be kind not only to others but to ourselves as we have grown up with the visions of our parents imprinted on our minds and hearts. That is until we consciously choose to be that human we know has been hiding under the weight of worldly expectations. For me, it is a gay female who loves her God and is re-learning who she is as a soul and her divine mission on earth. I can’t express how magical waking up is after knowing there was more to the story than what people in high places told me. I already knew myths were potential truth and were ecstatic to find so many others. agreed. It was such a relief to know all I felt in my heart was not just my mind playing tricks on me but my soul’s journey through many incarnations
The birth of my new identity
It’s like coming home to who we are and realizing those intuitive sparks that had me seeking out esoteric-style books were preparation for my grand awakening. I also discovered why I felt everything so deeply and how my heart got bruised so easily by people who had not crossed the river to find a higher ground of consciousness. My new clan was spiritual and in vogue with all things deemed unusual. I felt the glow-up of a new perspective and the reality I was a soul and an old one at that. With this came vivacious energy born from the loving touch of ‘the all.’ A mythical marvel scorned by many as a fairytale of faith, a fool’s prophecy conjured by the masses seeking an answer to their origin. I recall looking to the sky one day and wondering what the truth was of this God that people worshipped in houses called churches on a sacred day of Sunday. As inhabitants of Earth, we could be forgiven for doubting the existence of a supreme commander who engineered the heavens, humans, and all we choose to know, see and believe. One can hardly blame the dis-believers who demand proof of an Emperor who blew the breath of life into their unique creations. It is certainly a big ask but for those of us who have touched the soul of divinity, there is an assurance we are all part of a beloved family that transcends time and space. I often think the 3-D realm we live in is a paranormal test of remembrance. Let’s face it we wander like nomads looking for an ounce of evidence our reason for being is significant beyond what we are taught or have been able to fathom with our level of intelligence.
Past life helpers bring the potential for growth
For me, it was fragments of information not akin to anything I was being told but absorbed through books that no one I knew was reading. The fire had been lit at an early age but it would take some years before the God I was longing to find made an appearance. This eureka moment stopped time as I embraced the light of love from within and began an evolution of emotive change. This CHANGE has highlighted my desire to learn from those who are golden in their knowledge. Teachers come in all forms with sparks of wisdom that can arrive just in time for us to learn what we need to know. I believe it’s a joint effort from the universe with those on the ground who have chosen a path of illumination that encourages others to be the best they can be. I am always drawn to their beacons of truth and can say my life is evolving from trusting the insight that souls have gathered from experience and past lives. I always tell people that help is there when we need it and if we summon the expert they will arrive. A while ago I was intrigued to work with the combo of spirituality and psychology so sent out the call. Nothing appeared so I rephrased the keyword and manifested a tutor that answered my prayers. Our power to call in willing helpers on our soul journey hails from contracts made long before we hit the ground running here on Earth. I am always delighted to see past life friends return to encourage my life in this current incarnation. It’s like a huge hello and a knowing you have met before. This familiarity breeds trust and ease in interactions. It also allows the reason for their appearance to unfold. For me, it has been a time of growth and expansion as this soul’s journey brings arenas of enlightenment to mine.
Self-love is sexy
When we are ready someone comes to lighten the load. They also bring a helping hand and skills that are much needed by another soul. I have seen this throughout my life and have gratitude whenever a soul collides with my path to enhance my progress. The synchronicity of life is a beautiful thing, designed by a universe that works in cohesion with all souls who allow it. When the alignment happens it feels like miracles are being animated in all areas of life. You just need to believe and the rest happens like magic. I am feeling this and the divine interpretation of knowing thyself as a soul worthy of showing love to itself. When the flame of self-love ignites a link to the divine brings a magnetism that generates out to all souls on earth. There is nothing sexier than a person inspired by self-worth as they exude confidence and an understanding that life is for those who dare to live it. These people tend to strut when they walk and can instantly put others at ease. These are the humans that have figured out that joy is a birthright and the burdens of life a way to experience every emotional possibility. You see souls are architects of their human path and are often willing to take on the tough stuff so they expand with awareness. This is me as I have seen the upside of human cruelty but the gains have been monumental. While another soul on earth fought to contain and control my every thought I dug deep into the who of me and found an essence of self-love. It is not something that can be easily defined in words but a strength that evolves from getting to know oneself. I began to realize that if I didn’t truly know and like who I was this soul would happily tell me their version. Sadly this is so prevalent in our world as humans surrender their identity to another who overwhelms or works to take charge in the form of compliance.
The distortion of love
This form of ownership is anything but healthy and stunts soul growth as a person loses themself to the needs and desires of another. Breaking free is taking your power back and understanding as a soul no one has dominion over you. An oppressor may be able to take you by force but they can never control your thoughts or emotions. A wise soul revealed this to me and it changed my perspective in so many positive ways. It gave me back control in areas I had been leaking it to a soul that wanted control. Suffice it to say I am now in a place of solidarity where my value has superseded any demands made on me by a soul that believes abuse is love. This misuse of humans is being played out in homes all across the globe as a negative interpretation of relationship love. You feel like you are drowning in this kind of union that may have started with high hopes and a belief you had found the one. About now it is important to consider if we are a soul looking to experience the other side of love we may have chosen to experience this version as a path to higher love. I have run the gauntlet in heartache and now get it is a soul’s way of seeking the feelings equated with the dark side of love. With this wisdom and awareness, I am more free-spirited when it comes to this emotive theme. Our past endeavors can make us wary as trust becomes harder to give but I see the worth of taking the plunge even if there are degrees of difficulty. In fact, I am not afraid to love even though my past is chequered with a situation of abuse. As a soul, I clearly wanted to try all the angles of love and dove deeply into the experiences presented. I am not saying I have mastered this magical mystery but do know it is the true essence of us and to deny love is to deny our reason for being. Our origin of love is god and we are all connected until we disconnect and lose our way.
The mastery of soul lessons in human form
Looking around this world it’s obvious how many have discarded love in favor of other ideals. This has our planet crying from within as all inhabitants endure the pain of apathy an internal desert where life becomes a chore, not a joy. When we feel love for the who of us our world feels colorful and optimistic. Self-love breeds happiness, a feel-good factor that raises our frequency and instills a childlike playfulness that feeds our imagination and creative edge. It also fills the empty cups of others who feel the energy of a soul dedicated to honoring themself. Self-amour is attractive and highly alluring. You know where you are with a person who gets their own self and is never afraid to speak from a place of truth. Their energy is seductive as they exhale the breath of God in all they do. Life on earth can be chaotic at times but the bonus is we get to soak up the impact of emotions that are synonymous with being ALIVE. And perhaps what inspires a soul to take the plunge to earth knowing the array of feelings yet to be felt will be the highlight of the soul mission. In fact, soul lessons are why we come here and keep coming back to vibe with other souls also on the path to awareness. It’s a journey of faith and a pledge to honor the path wherever it leads. With the help of a pre-written chart, we dive off the springboard into a planet of plenty with no memories of who we are or what has gone before. What happens next is the desire to experience and fill the grid with mementos of human life. We call these soul lessons as the school bell rings and the learning begins.
Author: Linda E Cole (The Divine Feminine)